| Date: | 2004-08-22 12:09 |
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| Mood: |  loved | | Music: | Mariah Carey - Fantasy |
My head hurts...too much thinking!!!
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Well I decided to get smart. (Haha, once in a lifetime thing for me guys, i should get a trophy or something!) Yeah, so I went out and bought a webcam. It was cheap too. So Stu got to see me for the first time in like four months yesterday. He seemed really happy, and that's cool.
Not too much else is going on. I can't believe its only wednesday. Last week flew by..and this week is dragging ass. Saturday night I'm going out with Mel for a girls night, and we haven't been out in a long time so it is sure to be fun. Wait, did I say fun? I meant F-U-N! Yeah, I know, i'm a dork. Plus its on a sat night, so I wont be tired from working all week..which is usually the problem when she drags me out friday's. Wait, did I say drag? Lol I meant encourage :D
Justin phoned last night. He's working out in the bush for a while, but this way he'll make lots of money...and then just like Rob he can buy me drinks when he comes to visit :D Tee hee, friends with money are a good thing. Specially after trying to budget for carla's wedding. At least I'm saving a couple of bucks with the dress...I'm gonna just use my grad dress..cuz its pretty, i've already bought it, and I know that Carla likes it. Yay for being one step closer to a year from now. Alrighty..of to work.
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| Date: | 2004-08-07 13:43 |
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| Mood: |  content | | Music: | With You - Jessica Simpson |
Im kinda tired. Again. I always feel tired...whats up with that? Oh well. At least I dont feel as grumpy.
I got my kitty. Shes curled up on my belly..and in about two minutes we're both going to be asleep in the chair together....heheh she makes me happy :D
Rob will be here in about a month...so that will give me something to look forward to for the next little while..ooh and school is starting again soon..so I guess things aren't that bad :D
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| Date: | 2004-08-05 06:10 |
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| Mood: |  sleepy | | Music: | Audioslave - I am the highway |
6:10 am. Holy shit. I'd complain that its early, but its not. I've been up for an hour. I hate not being able to sleep. Usually I just have trouble falling asleep..and then I want to sleep in. But today I just couldn't stay asleep. I have a feeling that by 9am, 5 hours of sleep is not going to feel like enough..specially when I haven't had my typical 10 hrs every other night this week ;)
Oh man oh man oh man. What a week. My mom is driving me up the wall....but that's a whole other story...
Allright..maybe i'll try to get another half hour in before I have to be up...then again, maybe not. Man this long weekend thing is really fucking me up..is it thursday already? At least tomorrow is Friday...
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| Date: | 2004-07-25 10:06 |
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| Mood: |  Hungover | | Music: | I remember why I dont like the bars. |
Oh man, oh man, oh man. This is the last drunken night for a long time...at least while i'm in a crummy mood. I spose it was a lot of fun...and if I hadn't been such a crab then it would have been a lot better. Well, I hope you had a good time at least Adam. It was nice seeing some people I hadn't seen in a long time.
As for today not much is going on. Just gonna help my mom out a little...and hopefully try and get a hold of Stuart later on. I miss him.
Saw the funny guy dancing and singing on whyte. Hahaha...that guy cracks me up, even while i'm sober. Tee hee.
Talked to Rob last night. Mom's in love with him...and thinks I should be too. Oh dear.
Note to self, NEVER EVER, under ANY circumstances EVER will I go back to cook county. Nothing good can come of that place.
Buddy boy roomate guy is getting kicked out this weekend I think. I've had just about enough...and Tammy has had more than enough. Apparently Jon has too, lol. At least we got another guy coming to check out the place. He seemed interested..but if he doesn't want the place then I'm going to blame it on the unpainted walls. They need to be painted, and soon. Allright, I guess thats it. I'm going to avoid trying being sick while i help my om install shelves. Fantastic.
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| Date: | 2004-07-21 18:53 |
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| Mood: |  irritated | | Music: | Slow Motion - Juvenile |
DOWNLOAD THIS SONG. Hehehe, this is my new favorite song of the week.
Oh man. The shit that i'm going through right now. Not the situations..just the emotions. I'm tired, exhausted actually. Frustrated, impatient, irritated. But i'm also happy and content. Its so weird.
Adams bday this weekend....and I plan on getting completly wasted. I need a good drunk. Besides I have to help my mom this weekend..and although I'm sure a hangover wont help..I dont know that much could make it worse. At least I will have had a good night. So i guess i'll be away from my house for most of the weekend..good for getting away from my new roomate..not so good for trying to phone Stuart, who I'm sure, will be busy anyways.
Rob's bday is tomorrow...so happy bday to Rob!
Meh, i think maybe i'll go to sleep now. I realize that its only 7pm...but there's not too much else i want to be doing. Later all.
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| Date: | 2004-07-18 15:30 |
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Its amazing how a little text message can make me feel so much better. Hehehe...he's been busy. I spose I understand. Meh...off for now.
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| Date: | 2004-07-04 10:01 |
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| Mood: |  hungry |
Well I started heading downstairs to get some breakfast, but there are people sleeping in my living room. Didn't want to wake them so I headed back upstairs. So now i'm hungry.
I suppose not much is new with me. Today I plan on going to Kingsway to do a little shopping. I also have to do some cleaning around the house, and then dad said he'd take me grocery shopping, so that's cool. Meh, ok, off to do stuff.
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| Date: | 2004-07-01 21:54 |
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| Mood: | sick | | Music: | Get Out. |
Tomorrow is friday. Nice. And then the weekend. Maybe I'll paint this weekend, it'd be nice to get that room looking good.
So summer vacation starts for the kids, which means full work days for me. Fuck. July is gonna suck ass. The staff that I have to work with are complete dopes and shouldn't be allowed to work with kids. Its not fun working with kids unless you have fun with them, and the women that work in this section of the daycare enjoy standing around and doing nothing. Shitty. Oh well. Hopefully august wont suck so bad, specially if Stuart comes..that'll give me something to do ;)
I spose this month wont be that bad...I've got a friend visiting the third week of July, so that will break up the month nicely.
So i've been lounging around all day cuz i'm not feeling well. Now I dont want to lay in bed to try to fall asleep. I'm tired, but not tired enough to sleep. I think its more of a lazy and bored feeling. Maybe i'll wait an hour, and then try. Meh, off to do something slightly more useful than this.
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| Date: | 2004-06-28 09:54 |
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| Mood: |  amused | | Music: | Hole in the Head - Sugababes |
Dont want to go to work today. Really really dont want to go to work today. Oh well, not much I can do. At least I get thursday off. Countdown begins...34 more days. Am I gonna make it? Is this what I want. I dunno, i just dont know. Grrr I amuse myself over how much I sweat the small stuff. I really outta learn to just chill out. There's just so much crap I wish I didn't have to deal with. Its making me moody and bitchy, and I dont like it. OH well.
34 more days!! woot woot!
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Well I'm feeling a little better. I had a little chat with two good friends of mine, both put a different perspective on things. I also chatted with Stuart. He gets holidays (he thinks) from July 31 till Aug 22. Yay! I can't wait to see him...theres a lot of things we need to talk about.
As for this evening..just having a BBQ with my mom, and swinging in the hammock she just put up. Its the coolest thing ever! Or the coolest thing for the next few hours anyway ;)
Aaron came over last night. Him, Tammy, Jon and I watched Badder Santa. Fucked up movie, but funny, very funny indeed.
I guess that's it. Just felt like stating that I felt better. Yay.
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OMG I just want to scream. Funny how when one thing goes wrong, everything else goes wrong. Some days I feel like I was put on this earth to cause chaos in people's lives. Hey, wanna have a bad day? Just go be friends with Lauren for a few weeks, she'll fuck you over real good ;) I guess in the end it all comes down to the fact that you can't please everyone. We have the freedom to choose what we want to do and thought to help us see (some of the time) what consequences those actions will have. Of course you get thrown a curve ball every now and then, but hey that's life.
I hope I have enough sense to assume I'm putting my energy into the right things in life. Although with the way things are going, I'm just waiting for the bottom to fall out of the few things that I really hope wont.
Everything is just going so wrong lately...when are things going to start going right?
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So I'm a little lonely this week. Knowing that he's coming next month, but not exactly sure when is really starting to take its toll on me. I can't stop thinking about him being here..what we're gonna do, what its gonna be like, all the things that I want to say to him...it seems like lately thats I'll I think about. I really do wish he weren't so far away. I wish I didn't have three years of school left. I'm also a little curious about when I'm going to get to see him next...6 months from now? Like holy shit. Its only been 3 months (almost) and i'm going insane already....
I know its worth the wait. I just wish I didn't have to wait...
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I still can't believe that two months later and this is still what I want. Something about this just feels right. I've just been off in my own little world lately, and its a good feeling.
Not much new has happened tho. Been kinda addicted to chocolate tho...mmm chocolate.....
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| Date: | 2004-06-11 08:04 |
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| Mood: |  pissed off | | Music: | Make Up Your Mind - Theory of a Deadman |
Tammy has suggested that maybe he's found another girl. I dont like this thought. Especially when its friday and I wont get to talk to him till Sunday...if I get to talk to him at all. Fuck I should just shut my mouth and then I dont have to listen to this shit.
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| Date: | 2004-06-10 21:20 |
| Subject: | Tired... |
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| Mood: | sleepy |
Its been a long day...just wanted to post real quick and show off my new icons. Hehehehe...no they dont have the cool flashing words..but since I did em, i figured they were pretty damn cool :D Check em out HERE!
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| Date: | 2004-06-09 09:46 |
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| Mood: |  distressed | | Music: | Freek A Leek..again |
So I've officially given up on horoscopes. Not that I put much into them in the first place.....but yeah. No I was not happy yesterday, no I didn't cheer anyone up and no, I didn't hear from Stu yesterday. Oh well.
What did happen? I spent 2.5 hrs mowing the lawn. Then me and Tammy raked. Finally I was exhausted, I came in and went to bed. More mowing the lawn tonight b/c no, its not done. And that sucks.
Another day at work. Another VERY long day at work. Fantastic.
I'm tired. And I'm mentally exhausted. I need a nice long vacation...to England perhaps?
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Well my horoscope for today is good..
Have fun today, Lauren. Put your worries aside and live this day as if it were your last on Earth. Keep a light and cheery outlook on life and don't dwell on minor mishaps. This is a day to enjoy the sunshine and keep smiling no matter what circumstances may arise. You will find that your good mood is contagious, and that pretty soon you will be the pied piper of good cheer and a positive attitude.
Don't worry if things have seemed to be a little vague between you and your sweetest love recently. The current astral configuration means that you will feel a lot more secure by the end of the day. Perhaps your partner will buy you a wonderful present, or write you a message that leaves you in no doubt about how they feel, or even tell you face-to-face.
Interesting.
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| Date: | 2004-06-07 08:38 |
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| Mood: | happy | | Music: | Fantasy - Mariah Carey |
And so reads my love horiscope for this month...
Overall, this is a month of turning points for you. You have reached a point in the road where you stop, look back, see where you have been, and look ahead at where you are going. Then you decide - do you really want to keep going down this road? Or is it time to try a different road? Your mind will waver back and forth this month - several times. Don't pressure yourself into making a decision before you are ready. This is the time for you to review the facts and get advice from as many people as you can, before you take your next step.
That sounds about right. If the next month continues like this, I dont know what I'm going to do.
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| Date: | 2004-06-02 10:09 |
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| Mood: |  lonely | | Music: | Trapt - Echo |
I just can't stop thinking about him.
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